Friday, July 27, 2007
my life has been totally messed up....i know i got to work really extremely hard to pass my piano diploma exam... i don't know why, seems like i am currently in the midst of a cold war...i would have known why, i know i am in the wrong, but i have found out what i wanted already, yet things are going way out of hand.... totally horrible mood..damn.
one SEVENs' fella.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
feeling pretty grateful to one person who has been listening to my nonsense, listening to my complains and also guiding me along with all my nonsensical problems....well if you are reading this, yes you are the one that entertains my stupid sms-es....assisting me with all the funny ideas though quite workable also..telling me that f you lah is "funny you lah!" ok how lame can it be...but anyway, thanks a lot for allowing me to vent my frustrations on certains things on you...hey thanks a lot... really appreciate it~ :)
one SEVENs' fella.
Monday, July 23, 2007
feeling rather happy today, perhaps there are certain things i have already made up my mind and i know where i am heading to as well....it feels great totally...and also the fact that it makes me feel satisfied just by looking at you. Though i see the two of you together again, the feeling feels totally so different from the previous time...perhaps i have accepted the fact that you are better and all....yup so be it...anyway, it's satisfying enough for me already....alright..time to bed.take care all....
one SEVENs' fella.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
it's been a while since i last uploaded pictures so here it goes....not exactly outdated ones, just taken a couple of days ago...enjoy..
the clarke quay outing that ended up in a pretty mess :)
my short term dream :)
well i call this art (positive way) lousy photography skills (negative way)
the interesting outing at clarke quay !
me and gabriel at hooters.
a group photo with the darlings!
though friendly people, we can be nasty at times!
我知道這樣拖下去不是办法, 沒錯, 天天能看到你我的確是感到非常開心, 能坐在一旁看到你和別人看玩笑, 不知為什麼, 我感到心滿意足了. 難到喜歡一個人就是這樣嗎? 可是當我看到你和她有說有笑時, 我的心情突然感到非常得不愉快,那是多麼一種痛苦的事, 可是我又能做什麼呢? 難到我對着她說, 你可以不要這樣嗎? 寫到這里, 我又不知不覺感到自悲. 算了吧, 真的算了吧, 我真的不想再這樣下去了, 我還是面對現實吧...累了, 怎麼突然我感到那麼無奈, 那麼墮落?
one SEVENs' fella.
Friday, July 20, 2007
我真不了解我自己, 明知我會看到一些令我感到不愉快的事情, 我依然還靜靜地継續看, 継續聽, 結果呢? 我又有那種心酸的感覺, 算了吧, 反正這又不是第一次了, 我想我看多几次我就會习慣了. 或許我沒有你這麼勇敢吧, 我只會告訴我的朋友,而他們就會給我一些指點, 安慰我. 雖然這段日子我不是過得很開心, 但却有朋友能聽我訴苦, 我真得感到非常庆幸. 嗨, 睏了,明天又是新的一天, 希望我會過得比今天更好.
one SEVENs' fella.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
was looking at the keychain...yes and you came across my mind, she asked me whether i am excited for this upcoming week, i just shrug my shoulders and said "i don't know"....irresponsible answer once again i know, forget it kristi.
one SEVENs' fella.
right now, i am just treasuring every moment there and all of them will be bottled into happy memories...and soon after contemplation over certain issues start running through my mind again...it's crazy how things for me can turn out this way, like what san gu said, no point pondering over it, it's useless....all i am telling myself is it's just only for a while....a while=a day? a week? a month? a year? yes i know it is a very irresponsible answer for myself, but i have no idea.
one SEVENs' fella.
Friday, July 13, 2007
was thinking through about certain issues, yes you were right, loving a person only affects the person who is in that situation though it hurts at times, seeing how others affect you in a way or another....i must not let others affect me, that is what i have been telling myself, and thanks to all who have been there for me, you know who you are alright...yes yes you! alright take care all!
one SEVENs' fella.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
bought two pairs of shoes...today...satisfied :)had hokkaido ice cream and swensons...superb!spent my day with my parents....awesome!most importantly.....enjoyed my off day!my confession,always ending myself in a pathetic state,yeah all i can do is avoid and avoid moreit's painful to hear you continuously talking about ityet i am such a bitch to persistgreat, what the hell was i thinking,was i even thinking at all?when will i ever learn?that's it.
one SEVENs' fella.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
a special day today....07/07/07.. had dinner at clarke quay with my besties, yong xin and gabriel at a japanese restaurant...good ambience and food was alright...considering the fact that i was super hungry...service was good also...and today i saw fireworks.....pretty boring watching it alone, it felt great reminiscing those days watching it with a group of friends....anyway, these few days i have been really confused over many things, i felt as if i am caught between and i don't know what to do...i am really unsure of my feelings towards it...just spare me from the pain and i will be glad....feeling totally down....alright..very random now, some pictures taken at clarke quay...
the dessert which we requested....ten mochi!
the salmon teriyaki sushi...yummy!
wait for a minute and the rice is cooked!
ok that is me.... :)
yes they are my besties!
one SEVENs' fella.
the interesting outing at clarke quay !
me and gabriel at hooters.
a group photo with the darlings!
though friendly people, we can be nasty at times!