it's how saddening to see myself being in such lousy health, feeling utterly dejected and demoralised about it...i just don't understand why i am always landing myself in such horrible state...everything just comes in package..are there anymore coming soon? i wonder to myself everyday. to all those who have been asking out, sorry i really don't wish to go out...i just want to stay at home and recuperate. no doubt i would really love to meet you guys and have fun but i just can't....very sorry. a new year resolution that i have...promising myself to do more exercise to boost my immune system.