ok this shall be my last post about you..the past few months were crazy...me crying over you, me staring in blank space at certain point of time.....having so many "perhaps" in my mind, perhaps it was a misunderstanding, perhaps something had happened to you, perhaps you think i was too serious about it...i guess i have had enough...i shan't be so dumb anymore...i know i have more happy stuff for me to do...i know i deserve a better life....to all my dear friends, please don't mention his name in front of me again. much appreciated.
