been trying my best to change everything that i once had enjoyed...been trying my best to find joy in everything i do....was just reading an article about optimism....they were saying that by being optimistic, one can live a healthier and a longer life....well i have been trying to find ways to change this crisis that i am currently facing into something positive...yeah i do know avoiding is definitely not the solution, it's already became part of my life and i got to face it...no matter how tired i get, i know i still got to move on...and i guess this is something i got to remind myself everyday from now on.