it just feels horrible after hearing it....yeah very shocking and i really feel like crying, and i know things are gona change after today, i know i need to learn to be even more independent now in every single way....this is going to be tough, been facing many obstacles recently.....perhaps i suppose this is the hardest....i will try to get used to it. on a sidenote, sometimes i just don't understand how is it possible that you can be so close to someone for a period of time, and the next moment things just change totally without you knowing what has happened. anyway, i have lots of photos to upload (basically outings with sec sch friends), will do it soon...take care all.
