well i guess it's just one of those weeks that things are not going my way...it's all happening at the wrong time....party's coming.....great..and i am always drifting away from it because of other issues....trying my very best to work on it....disappointment definitely...but i know i do not have time for all the emotions to "flood" me..i really have no time....i'll just have to look into the issue and change for the better... ps : thanks to those who were willing to be my listening ear..i really appreciate it