someone once told me this " i have experienced what you are going through now, it's really tiring i must say but as time goes by and when you look back, you will realise that it's all worthwhile. " well perhaps what was being said is rather true....perhaps i should just stop complaining...but anyhow, i am really glad that there are always people who are willing to be my listening ear...thanks! gona be 21 really soon...time flies..i can't believe it....one year older....anyway,great thanks to those who had celebrated my birthday with me on sat....i really appreciate it! will upload the pics sometime soon..i am tired..work 2ml!