been asking myself the same question again and again..all that i am doing now..is it worth it? i really don't know..the process is really making me very tired....it was once again an express dinner, or do i even call it a dinner? only had a packet of milk and then it was off to work. next week's my birthday, i could still recall having a pretty memorable one last year at prague, my friend bought me a tiramisu cake, having people that i have only known for less than 2 weeks singing happy birthday song to me....as for this year, all i know that i got to work on that day.....been counting down to the end of it everyday. what a dread.