so many "what ifs" in my brain now....those sms-es, if i add all of them together, i could most probably form a story, i just hate letting my imagination run wild, i know i should not at all. been stoning a lot these few days, slightly bothered by it in a way. yes i know this is not the right time to think about such stuff, i should be concentrating in my piano exam. whadever.
