right now, i am just treasuring every moment there and all of them will be bottled into happy memories...and soon after contemplation over certain issues start running through my mind again...it's crazy how things for me can turn out this way, like what san gu said, no point pondering over it, it's useless....all i am telling myself is it's just only for a while....a while=a day? a week? a month? a year? yes i know it is a very irresponsible answer for myself, but i have no idea.
