finally i have adjusted myself to my life , work, piano, have fun after work. sounds pathetic but i am still doing fine with it. have been thinking through a lot these few days, rejected an offer by cathay pacific, hope i have really made the right choice. i know it's no use looking back now coz things will not change...still...looks like i have put all my effort on this job, learning everything and anything possible, going to work is just like going to school for me...at least i still feel young, the big 2 is coming soon for me.....i need to enjoy my teenage years....can i remain at 19 please? time to enjoy myself again..ciaos.