sometimes i cannot believe that staying at home alone can bring me extreme headache---well at least i believe it now...was feeling super bored at home..practised my piano, watch some dvds and read a book...and time seems like a standstill for me....somehow i was quite tempted to drink ginger beer mixed with all the avaliable alcohol at home like vodka or chivas so that it can knock me out and put me to sleep at the least; time will fly faster this way....ya right! it's only 10pm..i still have like 3 more hours to go or maybe 4...did i ever tell anyone that i am having sleepless nights these few days? it is horrible having to toss for a few hours on the bed, thinking about the past and still not sleeping, maybe i should take wai yeung's suggestion to drink alcohol before sleeping...i am just hoping for a good night's sleep... boo~~
