Hi all...well i just feel like venting some frustrations on my blog today..so readers sorry about that..sometimes i just ask myself why would i bother so much when it just does not involves me at all....or i should say, i am just an outsider...why would i think so hard about it and constantly ask myself the same things over and over again...perhaps i have not really gotten the details right and starts jumping to conclusions but sometimes it is just so evident...i guess i should just stop bothering about it and settle my own problems first.....oh well.....